You know sometimes I think I should give up sewing. My perfectionist in me makes it hard for me to be satisfied with projects and circumstances make it very difficult to work on projects without constant interruptions which lead to many complications sometimes.
Today was one of those days where interruptions complicate things. And it's extremely frustrating. Especially on an already stressful project. Working with white has challenges, add to it that its silk, and I'm attempting to make a wedding dress for an associate. Can you guess where my perfectionist/OCD setting is resting at?
So today I started hand stitching the little faux pearls onto the pintuck silk dupionni upper dress piece portion. Doing so before assembling dress, much easier that way.
Well the problem with constant starting and stopping is packing things up and putting away, pulling out and getting things resettled. And in the process your once clean work area begins to not be as tidy.
Somewhere along the line I got a couple little mystery spots on the fabric, and then I pricked myself and got tiny dots of blood on it. Great, great, just shoot me now.
Well blood comes out with cold water if you catch it immediately. Unfortunately the mystery spots wouldn't. I tried Zout to treat it, while it lessened the appearance of the spots, however there is a noticeable watermark on the silk. And due to the area of where this is, it is not ignorable. And I don't have enough of the fabric to cut out another piece with the grain going the correct way. And I can't cut it with the grain going in a different direction than every other piece.
So I've had to go and order another yard of the fabric so that I can cut out a new front upper bodice portion for the dress. And of course this is my problem/fault so I'll be eating the cost. So there goes another $25 of my money just to get a single yard of fabric for just one piece.
Oh yeah and in case there is a dye lot difference, I will have to re-cut all the pintuck silk dupionni pieces. Which is why I can't start hand sewing on the pearls to the other pieces in case the materials don't match. Right now I'm really frustrated that I just couldn't have a couple hours to work without being disturbed, which has wasted all the time I spent sewing pearls on the now unusable piece. Set back the progress on the dress. Cost me yet more money. And further remind me why I turn away most people who inquire if I can make something.
Another set back was that my serger went in for its yearly servicing I got it back a couple days ago. We've been having quite a few storm fronts pass through which is never easy on me with my health. Just seems like whenever I do have a project if its not one thing, its another. *le sigh*
Honestly, sometimes I wonder why I try at all.
Welp, so yeah, no real progress to announce. Till later dream of velvet and pixiedust. . .